Day 6

So my phone died this morning, and I turned it on to see that my girlfriend thought I blocked her and spazzed out and broke up with me. She said I’m too moody. The one who thinks I blocked her so she broke up with me says I’m too moody. But this is a blessing so who am I to be upset. I am upset though. I’m upset because I thought I was doing her a favor by sticking around and got swept with this. So I am a little upset. But ultimately I have to thank God. Because there was no light at the end of this tunnel. I want to send one of those cards I bought but I’ll keep them and give them to someone else. Not romantically just period.

Why is it that I still am a little heartbroken? I did really care about her. But she honestly was the fucking worst. So then why am I still sad? Idk. The heart does what it wants. Now I got more money for my goals and more time to lock the fuck in.

I’m in between hate and sadness. Can’t make this shit up. To God be the glory.

I love you black man!