Day 3

Hey, so I’ve put myself and a tight schedule. I’ll see how that works for me going forward. I pretty much have my day planned to the T for now. I don’t like so much structured stuff, but I know ultimately it’s best for me to be under a strict schedule. At least until I figure it all out.

I feel great this morning. I did a jog for 30 minutes and now I’m blogging under my allotted “blog” time. Lmao. I think my shots really coming together. I hit my journal and planner already and I’m checking things off one by one.

Trading is cool today. I saw Tesla looked prime for a big move down and I took a put for tomorrow. Hopefully it takes off and I can save a little money on my deposit next week. That’s the one that ultimately HAS to go well. And I’ll have a couple bucks behind it in case it doesn’t initially. I’ll be fine, as long as I stick to my rules and stay patient. This one HAS to go.

No real changes to my love life either. I called her this morning and she was irritable and dry like usual. I don’t even know why she still talks to me sometimes. She’s clearly going through the motions. I don’t know. But march 4 isn’t too far away I just have to keep being the best person I can, just to be. With no motive or expectations from anyone. I’m paraphrasing but last night I watched a Myron Golden video on YouTube and he said, “The frustration you have in any relationship in any form is based off of what you feel like you’re not getting from them.” I thought that was a very powerful statement. I’m only upset because I feel like I should be getting more. In every aspect in life. Only expect things from yourself. Wow. Anywho. March 4 is not far away.

Other than all that. I’m good. All praise to God.

And I started Dr. Stone season 3 and I like it. And I can’t wait to see the new solo leveling.

Peace!