Day 2

Ok im up and have completed a couple of tasks. This is really therapeutic, this writing and listening to music. I ran 3.6 miles this morning and then walked the rest as a cooldown till i hit 4 miles on the dot. My body held up well and i believe that’s the longest that i’ve run without stopping for quite some time. Skinny fat. It felt really good though and i was pleased with how i responded to my body feeling good. I have to keep reminding myself thats its only me vs me. Nobody else, no other contestants. With that being said, im happy with my output today thus far.

I showered and ate a good breakfast, (fruit, eggs, avocado and a hashbrown). Took a look at the markets and saw that not only was i right last week about the market’s direction and what i should play, the market exceeded my expectations. When im tired of giving myself the short end of the stick i will change. No better yet, I AM changed. Who i was yesterday with those goofy and bad trades are not a reflection of who i am TODAY. And my trades going forward will reflect that as well. Nuff said. I don’t want to leave anymore money on the table that God has provided for me. It’s disrespectful to Him to have all these talents and to not only not succeed, but not even put forth a good effort. I’ve honestly been coasting most of my life, off the talents and gifts ive had from God that’s put me at an advantage over the average person. The joke is that because I have above average talents, i have to be working extremely below average to be in the position im in. Imagine that. I just realized how shitty i have to be to still be losing a 100-meter race with a 50-meter head start. Only God and his mercy has helped me reach this point, because i deserve none of this. But we’re working now so the past is just that.

I just started breaking down the book (The way of the superior man), chapter by chapter and taking notes. I feel really good about the way im intentionally trying to improve. I really appreciate the new and improved dopamine we’ve been actively seeking. Good job ____, Youve been doing great lately and i hope you keep it up. Im really enjoying this blog though. It’s like my secret pen pal. No judgment no worries, just a place where i can vent and get my issues out and in the air. A mental breathing exercise, if you will.

Today is going by pretty fast as well. It’s amazing how much you can get done before the middle of the day if you wake up and just get to it. I’ve known and experienced it before but clearly have lost sight of it over the last couple of years. Im slowly finding my groove again.

The rest of my day will be swift. I’m GOING to finish 30 pages of the book with detailed notes, start bible study from the beginning (Genesis 1), Hit an AB workout (I always do one from Pamela Reif. Lately I’ve been doing the lower abs for beginners one.), spend some time with my momma, fold my laundry and study the stock market for tomorrow. Im excited to see how i feel by the end of the day!

You got this!

Also, Drink More Water!!!